Believe Everyone and Trust A Few People

What I talk to myself; 独り言

Ahhh, I have many things that I want to do, but I don't know how I handle everything.  My mind is busy and scrambles much information. I want to be a person who can manage time effectively!

Hello again

I almost forget about this blog...but CMA1 reminds me that I have own Blog!! lol
I started this blog just because of ESL class. I had to make my own blog. However, it is really funny and interesting to read again, I feel ashamed though. I guess, I continue writing something around me as a diary. Thank you class!

Presentation: Playing the Sound Of Music

　When I was a child, an elementary school student or a junior high school student, I was sensitive to friendship. I was often worried about what my friend said or did. Expressing myself was difficult. In other words, it was hard to let my emotions or thoughts get out because I was afraid of being disliked by my friends. The truth was I didn’t have confidence and didn’t believe in myself. But when I was a third grade in junior high school, an event in my life changed me.

　Before summer holidays, my classmates talked about school festival on Oct. We chose to act the Sound Of Music in the stage. Sound Of Music is a famous show and movie. I stood for a role in Sound Of Music, and played the role Luisa (the daughter of Captain’s Von trapp). Before, I never had the courage to stand on stage. I hesitated to show my feelings, but this time, I spoke up. This time, I decided I will do it. I don’t remember specific details about this, but I just remember enjoying, playing and singing on stage. Also, I felt bracing[1] feelings.

　The significant thing about this event is that I spoke up and expressed my feelings honestly. Since this event, I have acquired confidence in myself. In addition, somehow I have felt better for everything such as in my friendship, studies and myself because I realized saying or doing what I want is good. I’ve built good relationships with many friends and I noticed that they accept me. There are a lot of events that influenced me, not only Sound Of Music but also accumulating [2]good, bad, sad, happy, and enjoyable experiences. These have made me stronger because I am more confident than before. In conclusion, what I want to say is that playing Sound Of Music was a start for maturing; trusting others and myself.

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[1] Bracing: fresh / feel strong, healthy and full of energy

 ex ) I feel bracing air in C.W. Post, especially in the morning.

[2]Accumulate: to gradually get more and more knowledge etc over a period of time.

full Saturday

GYM

I went to the gym with girls and Mikhael, and played table tennis. After that, I played basketball with Shiho and Masako. Tomorrow, we are going to join the Yoga class. Good Exercise^^

bear to eat

     It is hard for me to control the amount of foods, especially dinner. I usually eat as much as I like, but I didn’t it today.

     I went to gym and consumed the calories. Then, I just eat a salad, an apple, and 3 cookies for dinner. Actually I am hungry from 9:00pm, but I don’t want to waste my exercise. I repeated the word, which watch my weight! In addition, when I finish brushing my teeth, I said to my neighbor that I didn’t eat anything any more tonight! I want to keep a promise. Maybe this promise will carry out today.